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I don't know which I hate more; lifting weights or practicing the violin.
Eating and shooting videos are annoying as hell too.
The only things I genuinely enjoy doing are film editing and reading in my underwear because they require almost no physical movements.
*me editing myself editing myself editing myself. Self referential feedback loops is the theme of most of my videos.
If they are going to give privileged seats for old people and the disabled, the seam treatment should be applied for bodybuilders. The image of Ronnie Coleman walking into a bus and people standing up to give him their seats makes perfect sense in my mind.
Finally had a lucid dream off of Alpha Brain!
(read my last post about my first experiences with Alpha Brain). This will be the 4th night. I took it a hour before I went to sleep.
I know it's boring to read other people's dreams but this is just fucking crazy, even by my standard. Someone tweet it to Joe Rogan to thank him.
"It was prom night! I didn't have a date, all I did was hang out with my camera. All the guys in my group were old as fuck. One of them was my uncle and he kept touching my hair.
His date was Natelie Portman, but the mentally challenged, down syndrome version. Her face was like a distorted reflection from the fun house mirror, teeth black and crooked, and screamed at everyone to "cum on my face! You like fucking mental patients in the angus?!" Everyone ignored her.
But not me! I got annoyed and detached my entire genitalia, (which had really strange anatomy that consisted of just one really soft but elastic sphere that looked like it had the potential to bounce a mile high). I rounded it up and threw it at her like a baseball pitch and in mid air it started to catch fire. She caught it with her mouth and turned into the really pretty Natelie Portman we see in the movies and then started singing Wagner.
Everyone wanted me to take pictures for them. Funny thing was that they never looked into the camera, so I went up to everyone as close as I could, even to the point of occasionally licking their faces to get their attention. It was no use. I ended up photographing their pimples and thought to myself, "This is artistic as fuck", but kept it to myself because I knew those morons would not think it was beautiful.
We started driving to drop off the couples all the way at New York (from LA). I sat in front and the driver was a tall glass of water, probably over 7 feet but no more than 90 pounds. The car was a regular sized sedan, but somehow it could house as many people as the longest of limos without the passengers feeling a bit like it was a small space.
On the freeway we saw some small, puppy-sized dinosaurs hopping around. I was like HOLYFUCK! dinosaurs were not extinct! I tried to tell everyone how important this discovery was but everyone was busy making out and my uncle was already fucking Natelie.
I scooped up one of the dinosaurs but upon closer inspection, I discovered that it was just really advanced toys that escaped from Toys R us. I was so disappointed that I took it apart. I had my hopes up when I saw wet organs inside - heart throbbing, lungs breathing, stomach churning with what looks like food inside as well. But upon even closer inspection, the organs were fake...motivated by double A batteries.
Pissed as fuck, I threw it as hard as I could on the ground. I didn't break, just giggled.
I turned to the driver and asked him when we were going to arrive but he just kept repeating "DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANNA DO!" over and over and went on for hours. I got pissed and beat the shit out of him. He died right on the spot but the car kept driving by itself…
Finally we arrived at NYC, and my dream slowly dissolved (like the way films do when it changes scene) into the waking world.
going back to sleep now to see what else i can pull out.
- Not saying that weed is bad or anything, but the whole "it's found in nature! so it shouldn't be illegal" argument is retarded.
Just because something is found in nature it doesn't mean it's healthy for you, or that it shouldn't be kept away from civilized human beings who might crave it.
There are tons of poisonous substances found in nature that are lethal to the human body. What if there's a newfound species of snakes that can get us high, but the negative consequences are as bad as Heroine? Should that not be made illegal?
And the whole "it's prohibited by law, therefore it is against our freedom" idea is equally nonsensical.
I'm pretty sure the hunter and gatherer society, where everyone is pretty much free (to kill and rape anyone for that matter) sounds like real freedom to me.
Complete freedom is no freedom. Freedom can only arise out of a structured backdrop/limitation.
Freewill and determinism are not two exclusive concepts, but must co-exist for either to make sense.
*I popped two sleeping pills, some fish oil, BCAA pills, creatine, and Alpha Brain when I started typing this.
Too often times people confuse creativity with intelligence. They are not the same traits and some would even argue that too much intelligence can supress creativity and vice versa. Creativity at its base is making analogies and connections. Intelligence is more like picking out patterns. So in intelligence tests they want you to pick 1 answer out of a bunch of options, and in creativity tests they want you to think of as many ways as you can do this or that.
I think I'm gonna go with the 120 thrushhold theory: Creativity and Intelligence correlate only up to a certain point: IQ of 120.
Any more raw intelligence beyond 120s might not contribute to creativite works. We all know a lot of very intelligent people in our lives who are dry and boring. Surgeons that come home to watch pre-recorded NBA games comes to mind. In fact, a lot of the so called geniuses with IQs of up to 160 end up doing nothing in life other than boasting their cold blooeded IQ testing abilities.
The way I see it, creativity, at its rawest form, is the randomness, chaotic, irrationality, intuitive, primal, hollistic approaches of the right brain.. and if you want you can just call it the INSANITY of the right brain. A schizophrenia might be the purest form/embodiment of creativity. A schizo is so creative that he can actually believe that whatever he is thinking is real. But ironically schizos aren't "creative" in the technical sense of the concept because without the line between fantasy and reality, you can't create works because to him, there is no need to manifest an idea into real life.
If the left brain can't organize these insanities generated by the right, the person might literally go insane. If the left brain can somehow, but not completely keep the right brain's power in check, then we might have those (talented) but self-destructive artists like Virginia Woolf, Van Gogh, Jackson Pollack, Neitzche.
THe reason why Einstine and Da Vinci are the greatest geniuses of all time is because they have both sides of their brains to the 10000x power. They don't supress each other, but work together. Einstein's right brain is probably as insane and creative as any self-sabonaging artists that the world has had, but he also has a left brain that is capable of scoring 150 on the IQ test to organize these ideas and put them to good use.
Richard Feymann was a brilliant physicist. His IQ was only 125. Which tells me that he is just as imaginative, if not more than Einstein... he has to make up for the - 30 point defecit to Einstein
falling aslsp. goodn ight b my bears lift weights and juggle. god loves it when you ath wet as fuck my pimple
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| Facebook statuses from last year....sorry if re-post.
- I know why couples close their eyes when they kiss. Because the other person is too ugly... or they just can't face the truth... that people are disgusting when examined and scrutinized in such close distance.
All the pimples...wrinkles...eye boogers, pores...
- i wish I live in a world where when a girl gets aroused their vagina turn inside out and forms a penis like organ, and when a man gets exited his penis shrinks and eventually inverses into a vagina-like dent. Then they make love.
The bigger the penis, the deeper the dent. So BBCs probably have such deep holes that they connect with the anus, form a complete opening.
I would like to peak through this hole and watch TV
- my poop can be so deceptive sometimes...
I thought I was holding a lot of it in because I felt like I was about to burst. But then it was just a medium sized poop-ball that was on the verge of coming out.. stuck on the tip of my anus, giving illusion of fullness and rupture.
When I violently thrust out that stubborn little piece of crap, expecting more solid to follow...only to find nothing underneath what could only be described as a wine cork!!
Nothing but air, that is.
After a long fart, I thought I was done, but NO it was not done with me! it had deceived me once more.
Following the emptiness, stream of diarrhea oozed out and finally came to a halt, much like the end of a scene in a film, fading to blackness.
To sum up, my poop invaded my consciousness in all 3 forms.
Solid, gas, and liquid.
The entire session took only 20 seconds, but sounded like this. in 3 segments.
1.BAH! (.1 second)
2. SWHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (13 seconds)
3SPLASHHHHHHHHHH (6.9 seconds)
- True story.:
I went to see Looper, and because I didn't want to miss any of the movie, I pissed in the Gatorade bottle that I brought and already emptied. After the movie I was thirsty so I drank the bottle... I didn't realize it was my urine until my gf told me it was BECAUSE IT TASTED JUST LIKE GATORADE>!
- very time some asian person from the older generation, or non-athletes tell me that I eat too many eggs a day, and they are bad for my health, I tell them that even though I run into chances of ODing on eggs everyday, they make me euphoric, energetic, talkative, and mentally alert, especially to the sensations of sight, sound, and touch to the point of altered consciousness and perception of reality...which is why it is the most addictive substance on the planet. Fortunately they are very cheap and they are legal
- it sucks having uncircumcised penis ! After I pee, the overextended foreskin closes up and the last few drips of my urine get trapped in there until they dry up.
When I get head, it opens sesame. and it's like tehre's a tiny little public bathroom all condensed and rolled up inside. That's exactly what it smellss like!
Sometimes when you twitch a little bit immediately after u pee, when you already put your penis back inside your pants and zipped up, the skin and folds opens up and the drops roll out and stain my undies !
- want to see the insides of your body? - inside your skull, inside your intestines, stomach, kidney, rip cage, heart, and etc? Just close your eyes and you are in it. It looks like that everywhere.
- I walked in on my mom's Jewish boyfriend naked. He asked me if I think my penis was bigger than his. I said, I don't know, ask mom.
When we did ask her, she said that my little brother's was the biggest. (i hope my dad doesn't read this)
- I came to my computer to try to watch porn, but it turned out that the batteries in my mouse were missing because my girlfriend took them and inserted them into her vibrator. FUCK
- Death always lingers at the back of my mind, for I think about it when I do anything and everything. It haunts me, like a double edged sword. I'm always fighting with myself between whether to give up because i'm going to die anyway, or keep going because Im going to die anyway. It's a constant battle between death and death, evil and evil
-Are women like cars? I don't think so. I wish they were though, then they would have vaginas on their obliques. That would really make "fucking sideway" literally, a reality.
And you know how sometimes on a rental car (or even your own if you are really stoned), you forget which side of the car has the gas lid?
Imagine that happening when you try to fuck someone (your wife, if you are really stoned)...reaching for one side of the body only to find out that the hot steam was coming out from the other side of the body...
- I'm thinking about parts vs whole and I don't like it because I get too obsessed over their relationships.
It's true that you can like a part of a person's body and spread that love over to the entire Whole of a person.
For instance, it's not rare that you want to fuck the glutes or the cock first then extend that objectification to the whole being of the opposite sex, including his or her subjectivity and personality.
Chop off the ass and the cock and you chop off everything but not vice versa (I hate this because it makes me question true love).
See, I used to only like the shoes. If you have cool shoes, you had my respect. Then I went through a brief period of obsession with calves. And by the time I was obsessing over calves AND shoes, I couldn't decide whether to buy Jordans or do calve raises because doing calve raises WITH new air Jordans just seemed too overwhelming.
Dividing up bodies is easier than dividing up brains though.
When you start thinking about which part(s) of a person's brain you are digging, then things really start to get complicated.
Could you tell your partner that you only like her right brain ? But if you fall in love with her Corpus Callosum then that should solve the problem because you are forced to like her for her right AND left brain (or are you only falling in love with the result of the right-left connection, but the 2 parts by themselves?)
Recently I've moved up to dividing up the mind.
I fell in love with my Id, and hated my super ego.
I've been trying to obsess over the Ego instead so my Super Ego and Id can have sex. But when that happens, something else will be born and I am scared that I'll lose my whole mind.
What are your experiences with obsessing over parts?
seduce. Seduction is one huge mindfuck. So big that it blows open the vagina.If you really break down the concept of "mindfucking", what's really happening when you got 'mindfucked' is that your brainwaves undergo a change to allow you to be in an altered state of consciousness. And playing with the brain, testing out its potential by altering mind states to accomplish different goals and solve different problems is essential to our survival, and probably how our brains got bigger.
Terrence McKenna even pushed it as far as saying that mushrooms, peyotes and weed (ingesting them can result in the BIGGEST mindfucks known to mankind) were standards in the diet of early humans because they allowed us to perceive our environments and thought about things differently.Anything from drinking to partying, to playing video games, to going on a roller coaster ride, watching movies, going to concerts, falling in love, orgasming, taking drugs, running, watching football ARE ALL MEANS OF ACHIEVING ALTERED STATES.
Some states however, are more 'significant' than others.According to the English philosopher John Stuart Mill, he distinguishes between the lower and the higher forms of pleasure.I think what he is really saying is that there are better or worse ways to mind-fuck yourself and others. What are some higher and lower ways that you alter your consciousness? For instance, High: A concert pianist entering into a state of ecstasy and getting a huge kick out of humping his keyboard while the audience, lovers of classical music, are moved to tears. Medium: Going to art-house theater and genuinely enjoying the experience.Low: Watching porn and fapping. Afterwards getting drunk at the club and dancing to Beyonce.
(I had a lucid dream about Kai Green. It had something to do with me ripping off his muscles and re-sewing them up to make a blanket because I was really cold in my room).
So this morning when I was practicing the Bach Charconne, the image of the dream got stuck in my head. As I played, I formed this narrative that really helped me dug deeper into the music with emotion:
It was 2026 and I was banned from Youtube and found myself in Alaska in the middle of an ice storm.
I got down on all four and sniffed around the area to inspect safety, and suddenly I smelled professional bodybuilders lurking around; behind bushes or hiding beneath the snow as they tried to hunt down smaller gymrats whose natty status were unknown or questionable.
The overflowing smell of testosterone and steroids was unbearable to my artistic senses.
Soon I saw Kai Greene fucking a grapefruit behind a rock. Like other bodybuilders, he was a loner.
I snuck up to him and strangled him from behind with my bear hands. Then, like in my dream, I ripped his muscles to pieces and reconfigured them into a suit.
I put it on and started jogging for my morning cardio.
As I was running on that IF, I wasn't fearful at all for the other bodybuilders because:
1. I was natural.
2. My suit was so perfect that there was no way they could tell I was not Kai Greene. They were bodybuilders after all, and their perceptions were limited.
I thought to myself; this must be what those hunters felt like when they put on bear skins after they killed some and disguised themselves amongst real ones. Deception was brutally sweet!
I made friends with Ronnie Coleman, Jay Cutler, Phil Heath, and Arnold as they were preparing a meal and dancing around the wildfire, laughing in really high pitches like the Hyenas from Lion King.
But when I looked closer, the cries were actually coming from Zyzz and Matt Ogus as they were both tied to a humongous BBC that probably belonged to a whale, hanging upside down!
I immediately thought to film this scene and upload it to my Youtube channel for more subs, but then I realized that my account was taken down :(
Me and the bodybuilders held hands together as we chopped their flesh into pieces.
Arnold had the smallest mouth because he was the only white guy so we fed him left over crumbs. He wasn't happy, but there wasn't nothing he could do because he was the only white guy. But he said it was alright because he used his visualization skills and imagined the crumbs to be as tall and big as mountains, so we all felt better and pat him on the face.
Their meat was delicious! Ogus's tasted better because he really was natty after all! But Phil told me it was because he drank a lot of cum when he posed for fags, so that was what made his meat so juicy and slimy.
I wasn't so sure about that. I looked at Ronnie, he nodded. Then Ronnie looked back at Phil, he nodded too.
The other guys felt bad and gave me the most precious piece of meat of all: Zyzz's right pec that had the infamous "Veni Vidi Vici" tat because they all thought I should have won Mr. Olympia in 2012, 2013, and 2014.
Afterwards I showed everyone how to snort creatine and told them it would expand their consciousness because I'm Kai Green, I'm all about the mind!
During the high all the bodybuilders cuddled up and felt connected to the universe. At the come down they finally came to their sense through their subconscious and confessed that they weren't on steroids after all, and that eating the internet bodybuilders was the sole reason why and how they got so big.
They said they were coming after Frank Yang next.
I finished my Bach.
FB stuff
-I think stars like Beiber and Nicki Manaja have talents. Their talent is not music or art, but the ability to perform and entertain the lowest common denominator and figuring out what it is, no matter how "stupid" it seems, that most people like.
it's one thing to know how to sing and dance and write songs, it's also quite another to carry themselves in public and craft a certain charismatic persona to please the targeted audience.
What they are doing are actually more in line with what actors or stage/circus performers are doing. If you can look beyond this, then maybe Beiber isn't too bad after all. I mean if I was as famous as he is I would probably go insane. Memorizing dance moves, even lip synching to these so called "terrible songs" day in and day out in front of tens and thousands of people is actually quite difficult.
-I just realized that if you chew a big handful of peanuts for a long time, and then add some water in your mouth and spit it on a piece of bread and give it to your friend, he might think it's real peanut butter. Because it IS real!
- Oh man I was masturbating and ejeculated so far it hit my face. I didn't realize this because there was only one drop, and after a a few minutes I thought a fly landed on my face so I slapped it real hard and realized it was actually (cold) cum...smeared it all over my face.
- While not everyone can travel to the outer space and be a astronaut, everyone can be a psychonaut (yes even without the aid of drugs) and explore the depth of the inner space.
- I want to still be alive in the year 2100 when people can make films and Youtube videos just by thinking them with their minds.
You can literally go into a room in a meditative state and then BOOM! a few hours later you can come out of it with a film in your hand, or a Youtube video automatically uploaded to your channel.
By then the Youtube bodybuilding community would be very different because you won't actually have to lift at all to be perceived as gods.
You can imagine yourself working out and getting bigger and more shredded, if your mind is refined and aesthetic enough, the videos will be so real that the audience will have trouble telling apart the real bodybuilders vs the imagined ones. The new Zyzz could literally still be a skinny nerd sitting behind the computer with jizz on his pants.
By then, people won't discuss whether someone is natty or not. But rather if a particular Youtuber is imagined or "real life".
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| The Aesthetic Mind (according to Schopenhauer)
The best way to analyze what constitutes an "Aesthetic Mind" is through the work of philosopher Arthur Schopenhauer, someone that really influenced my thinking - a master of the aesthetic mind.
If you are too lazy to read his book:
http://www.amazon.com/Arthur-Schopenhauer-World-Will-Presentation/dp/0321355784
, check out these videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtW3cLWAC3I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPNNmWLmH2E
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxrf9QKcY24
According to Schopenhauer in his masterpiece "Will and Representation", he stated that the world is consisted of a duality - that between WILL or IDEA…or WILL and REPRESENTATION. Similarly, the self or the mind is divided into these two parts as well - between WILLING and PERCEIVING.
Although Nietzsche would disagree, Schopenhauer thinks WILLING = bad PERCEIVING (or thinking) = good.
In our everyday experiences, our consciousness is perpetually in the state of WILLING. In other words, as human beings we are always in the state of perpetual desires, as the mind is designed to seek after things that would satisfy our needs or interests, either biologically or socially for us to survive as a specie.
This willing part of consciousness is always subjective, meaning that we are always feeding our own egos with the stuff we see around us…asking how this and that can be beneficial to our own needs and desires, and etc.
For instant, when we see a beautiful body, we want to fuck it. When we see food high in calorie, we want to eat it. When we see money on the floor, we want to steal it, and so on.
This state of mind can be full of suffering because the desires are endless.
(He was influenced by the Buddhists and Eastern philosophy).
Schopenhauer suggests that to be enlightened and be fully human, we need to transcend the wills - to transform our normal state of consciousness and reach a higher level of thought.
How? through acquiring an aesthetic mind aka aesthetic contemplation.
All of us have the ability to experience this transcendence from time to time with the aid of aesthetic contemplation of art and music.
However, only rare individuals, the so-called the "Schopenhaurerian genius" can elevate their minds to this mode for a prolonged period of time - long and skillful enough to transform these perceptions into the material world through the arts, so that the rest of us who aren't as fortunate to have this gift can contemplate the work the geniuses created for them and be temporarily enlightened.
(This is kind of like how the Shamans were thought to be the only ones who could speak to God directly, and others can only learn about the Gods through their visions…only they ate mushrooms and Cactuses instead of talking to actual Gods).
Fine art then allows us to become detached from our ego, and rest our willing subjectivity and for a moment, cease our desires.
When we look at Michelangelo's sculpture, our minds are fucked so much by the aesthetics that we lose ourselves in the work.
When we watch a mind-blowing movie, we experience the same thing.
Or when we listen to a symphony.
Read a poem or a book.
Or when we ingest large amounts of psychedelics and experience "ego-death" and become insignificant in the face of all the beauties that unfold in front of us.
This state of mind, for Schopenhauer, is the highest mode of being - pure contemplation for the sake of contemplation within the tranquillity of aesthetics AKA art for art's sake. Only when we are in this state of pure contemplation can we forget about the WILLINGNESS of life - the desires, the sufferings, and all that dirty baggages of everyday human existence.
This state of contemplation goes beyond Reason or language or even mathematical or rational calculation, and cannot even be measured using standard intelligence test that we associate with IQ. I think we can all agree that all of us have experiences where something is so beautiful and profound that we can't put the experience in words or numbers.
So Schopenhauer places artists on top of scientists in this regard, but I'm going to be fair and say that mathematically equations can also have a sense of aesthetics. Einstein always compared himself to artists in the way he works, and said that physics equations and the structure of the universe is very much like music. People speak of the "elegant and beautiful equations" in science, and even the title of the movie about John Nash is called "The Beautiful Mind".
So an aesthetic mind to me isn't just about producing something that is pleasing to the senses, but it also has to struck a chord cognitively and emotionally. It's not just that the ideas have to be good, but for something to be truly aesthetic, it just has something MORE, something beyond words, intelligence, or even creativity - a certain element of poetic and artistic "feel" that is missing in stuff like a Michael Bay or even Spielberg movie (looks good, stories aren't bad), most of mainstream music videos (a lot of them are very creative), advertisement and commercials (for obvious reasons).
Using the body as an analogy, a beautifully sculpted body won't be fully "aesthetic" unless it also has some kind of functionality, power, grace in their movements - stuff that goes beyond how much you can lift. Think of it like the "charisma" of a person.
-A word on the "hierarchy of arts".
For Schopenhauer, not all arts are equal. Some arts are higher than others.
3. The plastic arts of sculptures and painting are considered the lower of the arts for aesthetic contemplation because they aren't fully abstract and still represent something else other than themselves.
Let's face it, how many times have you seen a nude sculpture of say, Venus and maybe even for just a second or two, through the will, imagine how you would fuck that ass. Or when you look at a Michelangelo sculpture and your eyes become fixated at the genitals despite its overall beauty?
2. poetry or literature. Although they are less material and more abstract than plastic arts, they still represent and describe something else using words.
1. Music is the pinnacle of arts. It is the most immaterial and most abstract art form in the sense that it doesn't represent anything else but itself. A lot of composers including Richard Wagner adored Schopenhauer because he thought so highly of music. Music was THE direct manifestation of reality itself.
This makes sense if you think about how music only exists in the listener's minds. It's the only art form that you can't see or touch or taste. If you destroy every brain on the planet, the statue of David would still technically exist, even though nobody can perceive it. But with music, if you erase human consciousness, you erase its very root of existence. And if you read any of the string theory stuff, all the physicist use the vibration of music to describe the nature of "strings" - the fundamental makeup of our universe.
-A word on the difference between "the arts" vs "the attractive" or the "charming".
True art should exist outside the will, where "the attractive", although it can be beautiful, can still excite the will - turning us on.
In fact, the "attractive" can be the exact opposite of the "arts".
When you watch porn and see all the beautiful bodies in there and fapping to it, that is WILLING at its best.
-A word on uselessness.
We all know the cases where bodybuilders pride themselves on the way their bodies are built "just for looks". They have a point there.
The highest form of any art or thought should be useless in the sense that they serve nothing else but themselves - status symbols that displays how much above and beyond basic needs and wills you really are.
So in a sense, building an aesthetic body for the sake of looking good and nothing else is exactly like thinking abstract thoughts or making art that serve no purpose other than "art for art's sake". They are both about pushing the limit - one physically, one mentally.
A lot had changed in the art and music world since the days of Schopenhauer.
For instance, would he consider conceptual or even pop art to be "art"?
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ＭＩＮＤＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ - A MANIFESTO 
(the BBC is just a symbol)
Why do people make videos on Youtube? Write Facebook statuses? Why do people want to be famous? To be known? Loved? A: Because they want to mindfuck other people. Why? Because fucking other people's bodies isn't satisfying enough for the spiritual human beings who partially exist and navigate through the mental. There are also more people to mind fuck vs body fuck. A man is only going to want to physically fuck a woman (Unless he is bi) but he sure have every right to desire fucking both sexes in the mind. Mindfucking allows people to extend themselves…their beings or soul or whatever you want to call it, beyond their physical bodies, a way to achieve immortality to live inside other people's heads even long after the bodies parish. Ideas and ideas of a person can live on forever if they are strong enough. In other words, the more minds I inhabit, the "bigger", I get. You can only impregnent one woman at a time. Think about how many minds you can impregnent. This way of crawling into other people's brains is called mindfucking, or if you prefer the Hollywood term, "INCEPTION". It's an act of highjacking other people's minds, taking up their mental spaces, running around in it, FUCKING with it. If these ideas you plant are awesome enough, they too can help you incept other people's brains. This is basically what Leonardo DiCaprio does in Inception. And anytime a singer tries to promote herself to be heard and to be famous, she is trying to perform an Inception by sticking songs into your head. As long as another person creates an idea of you inside his mind, that's an automatic mind fuck. Making another person love you is a mind fuck, so is hate. The more IMPRESSION you make on the other person, the bigger the mindfuck because the deeper you get to go inside his mind. When people email me and tell me that they dreamt about me, that's the biggest compliment. I knew then that I went pretty deep into their subconscious. Mental BBC did its job. You got raped. Some people, due to the nature of their personality or trade, are able to mind fuck more people, deeper and harder than others. An office clark definitely isn't going to mind fuck as many people as an accomplished film director or a musician or a scientist. So in general, the weapon to mind fucking are creativity and critical thinking skills. Tools that allow you to change minds, shift perceptions in others in order to make them think differently. The "Aa ha!" moment you get from watching a movie or reading an article by a good writer is the result of a mind fuck - physically your neurons are disrupted. It feels good. Mindfucking others feels good. Getting mindfucked feels good, too. Socrates was the original mindfucker. Celebrities are all mindfuckers because their job is to intrude minds. They are mind sluts because they exist in so many heads. Scientists like Einstein and Darwin mind fucked the whole of human thought and civilization. Rhianna and Eminem? Maybe just a couple of generations. Like different ways a man can treat his lover, mindfucking comes in different forms. Tarantino is a more forceful mindfucker than Scorsese. The former shoves ideas and images down your throat. The latter does it more subtly. Another way to think about mindfucking is mind controlling. When you watch a movie or listening to a piece of music, the filmmaker or musician is literally pulling strings inside your head, mind controlling you, making you think a certain way, feel a certain way, see and hear certain things…and if he is good, for hours, days, even years afterwards. So this leads me back to answering the question people always ask me: Why do you want to lift weights and look aesthetic, jump high, run fast, and etc when apparently all you care about is mindfucking. The answer is that having an aesthetic body helps me mindfuck. When I train, I am crafting my physical body yes. From your perspective and everyone else's, I am crafting the IMAGE and the PERCEPTION and the IDEA of me inside your brain…meaning that when you see me on the computer screen, or when you merely think of me for that matter (it's really just the same thing to the brain itself) there is an image of me being project onto the back of your visual cortex, where a Frank Yang literally gets created inside your head. 1. I want this idea/image/representation (which IS part of me) to be aesthetic. 2. It's a lot easier to crawl into other people's brains when your physique is impressive. Just looking at Ronnie Coleman on stage is a form of mindfuck. Girls with nice bodies mindfuck men because they masturbate to them, literally fucking them inside their heads. An aesthetic body might not run too fast in reality or be very functional navigating the real world, but inside people's minds, they can be as fast as light, driving full speed deep into your subconscious. But I don't stop at the physical aesthetics. See when you think of Zyzz or the Hodgetwins, probably the most that they are doing inside your head is standing around, flexing, and maybe some talking heads yelling YEAHHHHHHHHHH and KUNTS. But I want to do more inside your head…hence the trippy editing of my videos, art and music performances in the form of shock to enhance my ability to intrude mental spaces deeper. I know most people don't care about or think about mindfucking as much as I do. But everyone likes physical fucking. Just realize that before you can have sex with someone's body, you have to mind fuck her first. In fact, to simply convince another person to have sex with you is one of the biggest mind fuck there is.
more thoughts/follow up to my Mindfuck manifesto For homosexuals, there are two ways to have sex. 1. You put your dick into someone else's body. 2. You let the other person enter yours. Mindfucking works the same way. You can either - 1. Mindfuck someone by getting inside other people's brains. 2. Let other people enter your brain and mindfuck them while they are trapped inside. in Inception and The Cell, Leonardo Dicaprio and Jennifer Lopez were professional mindfuckers that got inside their victims' heads in order to achieve their goals. So that would be example of 1. If you watch one of my lifting or performance art videos where I am IN the video, then as you watch it, or think about it afterwards, there's a Frank Yang in your head running around, dancing, fucking, seizure hopping, jumping, whatever. When you sit inside the dark movie theater and watch a movie unfold, the filmmaker is literally letting you enter his mind. He mindfucks you while you are trapped inside his head by controlling how you think and feel for 2 hours. The two ways of mindfucking obviously intertwine. When Leonardo Dicaprio enters someone else's subconscious, the mind of the penetrated is also inside Leonardo's head. Not only that, he has to be familiar with the victim's mind in order to successfully navigate around it to plant ideas. To put it more practically, every time I pull a performance where I'm IN the video (hence inside your head), I sort of have to know what my audience is thinking in order to leave an impression. When you watch a movie, you are inside the director's head through out the movie. However, this does not mean that he is not inside yours too. Often times the audience would think of the director when they watch his mind unfold. Not to mention that when a person's mind (without the body) is inside yours, it's a even more intimate form of mind-sex. This is only more apparent (and things can get a little more complicated) when the director appears in his own movie, such as when Tarantino or Hitchcock appear briefly as cameos. When that happens, the two types of mindfuck happens simultaneously in a self referential loop. You can certainly mindfuck yourself. Think of when you imagine yourself from a detached perspective. Or when you appear inside your own dreams.
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