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Name: Frank Yang
Birthday: 11/16/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: weightlifting, power training
Occupation: filmmaker/photographer/ painte
Industry: Art - for my photography work


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Sunday, November 15, 2009

My new sculpture :

Woman with Shark as Womb

the jaws of a shark is always for me, a metaphor for a woman;s womb/reproductive system.

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for the rest of my sculpture work.



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Nothing Important Happened Today - directed, written, and edited by Frank Yang



A child walks in on his grandfather while he is "working out" his penis with a TV monitor. This film illustrates the external and internal influences along with the effects this particular circumstance has on him and the man that will come to be. The initial reaction from the child is anger and frustration, as he takes out his anxieties on the material world and his environment by destroying every object in sight.

The entropic demolition is followed by an intense episode of seizures because the memories that are repressed in his body lone and struggle for escape. The effects upon witnessing his grandfather's obscene gesture then manifest themselves in an obscure pregnancy as he becomes impregnated with the future older version of himself based on the Freudian theory, "the child is the father to the man". This experience has caused the child to be impregnated with the future and to metaphorically give birth to an older version of himself who is a mutated monster that is both mute and paralyzed. The loss of speech and the paralysis are physical expressions and manifestations of his current neurotic symptoms. Apparently, the kid had suppressed what he really felt about the experiences of his life thus far: alienation from his family and the world while dealing with the fright and inability to speak to anybody who would truly understand his unique situation. The loss of speech therefore, symbolizes the fact that the boy was unable to "swallow" this traumatic experience; eventually regressing back to the oral phase in Freudian theory where the libido is focused on the mouth. The peculiar paralysis of the legs symbolizes the fact that he cannot go on anymore with his life until his hysteria - the neurotic symptoms are cured.

After giving birth, the child wraps a dog chain around the neck of his older self because in a way, his older version is still trapped and chained within the trauma of his childhood memories. The child takes the chain and guides him through a journey to the infantile and primal love of the mother in order to find the love and care where he might finally be able to express his true feelings for her and confess to her what he had experienced (in a way, he feels guilty by the fact that he saw another man's penis when he was supposed to be in love with the mother, and he wants to confess this guilt to her).

The mother is depicted in this film as a cross-dresser because I wanted to express Jung's idea of anima and animus - the concept of that our true inner self of an individual (as opposed to the persona or outer aspect of the personality) finds expression in the opposite sex. In this case, the unconscious of the female (the mother), is expressed as a masculine outer personality: the animus. This can be identified as the totality of the unconscious masculine psychological qualities that a female possesses. In other words, there is a feminine side to every male, and a masculine side in every female. What triggered the masculine characteristics in the mother in this film is the love, desire, needs and the loss of the child. Due to the absence of the father figure in this film and family portrait, the mother feels the need to activate and express her masculine side in order to partially take on the role of the patriarchal figure in order to fully take care of, love, and mollify the child who is in dire need of a cure, love and care.

The mother uses her vomit to "cure" the older self's mute symptoms the way a mother uses her body (breast milk, warmth and comfort) to nurture and comfort a baby. When the man-child has finally returned to his primal love while he is being comforted and healed, he is able to finally express himself in words by telling the mother what had happened. (This is why the film now has sound. The perceptual window is now widened for both the character and the audience). The man then reverts back to a child because our childhood memories/experiences will always be a part of us. Deep down inside, we will always be little boys that want to be nurtured by our mothers. And throughout our adult lives, we continue to be in search of mates that resemble our mothers (our first love). In a way, we should feel sad for the child because he never grew up or moved on from the experience, and that he was merely carrying around the imaginary and metaphysical body of a grown man who he was not ready to grown into. As long as his mother nurtured him at the end, he knew that the best way to win over her love is to remain a child that she can take care of and look after.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I know everything about your brain
its anatomy and chemical ingredients
I know where every neuron is located,
how it's fired and connected.
I know every mode of its spatial aggregation
I even know the position of every atom
and its subatomic structure
But to know what's on your mind
Is like beating up a dead shark
with another dead shark.













Saturday, November 07, 2009

P : Come visit me in my new apartment.
F : Okay, can I bring a girl over?
P : No. If you brought a girl over I won't let you come in.
F : What if that girl was yourself? Would you have let yourself come inside your own house?


















Friday, November 06, 2009

Sculpting the Whole World.

If I have the power to obtain immortality and have all the time there is and ever will be, i would like to embark on an enormous art project. I will figure out a way to freeze the world, use it as a model in order to create an exact duplication of the it. It will look exactly like our earth, except that everything in it will functionless and be painted in various shades of grey. I will start at the inner core of the earth, work my way up to the mantle, crust, and then the hydrosphere, the atmosphere, and then the clouds. I will then work on the surface of the earth by using various materials such as clay, metal, plaster, wood, and stone to re-create copies of every single person on this planet, life sized, and in the exact positions, gestures and expressions they were frozen in. I will make realistic sculptures of every blade of grass, every drop of water, every petal of every flower, every single grain of rice on every plate of left over foods, every piece of clothing, every insect and animal, every grain of sand, every single car, house, guitar, coin, chair, table, spoon, stained underwear, broken condoms, bloody tampons, every word in every page of every book and etc and etc and etc. Lastly, I will sculpt myself sculpting myself sculpting myself sculpting myself until I become smaller and smaller and regress infinitely into the size of an atom. Then I shall flow into deep space and admire and observe my sculpture earth as it spins in harmony right along side the real earth and be hailed as the greatest sculptor the universe has ever seen.



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